Cycle 4, 6 dpIUI
Six days down. Which just means that 6 days of mild obsession is over and there are likely 8 more of increasingly obsessive days to go.
I felt more normal today which sucked. Who would have thought that I would be enjoying feeling like I was going to throw up a lot? Last night after I blogged I started feeling super crappy. It was exciting. Then this morning - nothing. By afternoon I was getting bloated and felt a bit gassy. Was starting to get a weirdness in my stomach but then I ate dinner and felt fine afterward so I guess I was just hungry.
Was talking to a friend that is in the know of my situation today. She asked how I was feeling or if I was feeling anything. I went on to tell her all the things that I have been feeling and how I probably feel most of them during a normal cycle and just don't notice it. Then I mentioned the sore nipples. She has been pregnant twice and said for her, she had sore nipples "right out of the gate". I am holding on to these sore nipples for hope!
In a bit of a weird place emotionally. Sometimes I feel like all this yuckiness with my body means I HAVE to be pregnant and I will just be floored if I am not. Then I think back to the fact that I don't really feel that my follicles were big enough to mature and then I think there is no way I could possibly be pregnant and I will be floored if I am pregnant.
In the back seat of our car, the kids keep a pile of toys in the middle of the back seat between their car seats so they can grab/fight over stuff as we travel along. While we were getting int he car and inspecting this pile of toys I said, "What are you going to do when you have a baby brother or sister sitting there and you have no room for your pile of toys?" It was the first time that DS1 didn't instantly say that he didn't want a brother or sister and DS2 mimic what his older brother said just because that is what he does. Instead DS1 said, "I want a brother AND a sister." I can't even come up with any response to that.
I felt more normal today which sucked. Who would have thought that I would be enjoying feeling like I was going to throw up a lot? Last night after I blogged I started feeling super crappy. It was exciting. Then this morning - nothing. By afternoon I was getting bloated and felt a bit gassy. Was starting to get a weirdness in my stomach but then I ate dinner and felt fine afterward so I guess I was just hungry.
Was talking to a friend that is in the know of my situation today. She asked how I was feeling or if I was feeling anything. I went on to tell her all the things that I have been feeling and how I probably feel most of them during a normal cycle and just don't notice it. Then I mentioned the sore nipples. She has been pregnant twice and said for her, she had sore nipples "right out of the gate". I am holding on to these sore nipples for hope!
In a bit of a weird place emotionally. Sometimes I feel like all this yuckiness with my body means I HAVE to be pregnant and I will just be floored if I am not. Then I think back to the fact that I don't really feel that my follicles were big enough to mature and then I think there is no way I could possibly be pregnant and I will be floored if I am pregnant.
In the back seat of our car, the kids keep a pile of toys in the middle of the back seat between their car seats so they can grab/fight over stuff as we travel along. While we were getting int he car and inspecting this pile of toys I said, "What are you going to do when you have a baby brother or sister sitting there and you have no room for your pile of toys?" It was the first time that DS1 didn't instantly say that he didn't want a brother or sister and DS2 mimic what his older brother said just because that is what he does. Instead DS1 said, "I want a brother AND a sister." I can't even come up with any response to that.
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