Cycle 1, 6 dpIUI

I have slipped into feeling just furious about my cycle at this point. Mostly furious at my RE office. No, totally furious at my RE office with maybe just a tiny teaspoon of furious for myself for listening to them when I knew I was right. Just as I said it would yesterday, my temp went back up again today, as it always does after my fake implantation dip at 6-7 days past when I ovulate. When I ovulated of course being two days before my IUI just like I told my RE office I did but I stupidly listened to their bullshit about how I didn't because charting is dumb and they control my body and therefore I most certainly could not have ovulated early, despite the fact that it says right in the paperwork they gave me about injectable cycles that it is quite possible that you can ovulate on your own early and they will have to cancel the cycle... which I did and they did not cancel. All of this could have been avoided had they just brought me in to check my progesterone level LIKE I SUGGESTED THEY DO after I called to tell them that I thought I already ovulated. DH and I decided that we are only taking three shots at this. Shot number one is gone, out the window, never to be recovered and it took with it days of my life of feeling like complete shit that I will never get back and about $2500 that we never really even had to spend. So yes, I am furious.

Forgot to mention yesterday that on the 7th day after I ovulate, which according to me would have been yesterday (and according to my RE office won't happen until tomorrow) I turned in to a mega bitch. You think I'm bitchy today? You should have seen me yesterday.

And here is my lovely chart to further prove my point:


It is text book perfect for me being right. It is quite an amazing chart really. Shows insanely clearly just when I ovulated, how nice and steady my temps are after I ovulated, how before I ovulated I had lots of fertile cervical mucus (CM) and how right after I ovulated it changed into the non-fertile stuff. Also note that lovely little "I" down there that indicates that the asshats at my RE still insisted that I turn my life around and appease them by coming in to have an IUI done two days after I already ovulated.

Since I haven't suffered enough, I woke up last night with my uterus on fire. At least that is how it felt. It was crampy and kinda burning and all quite odd. It was kind of like the intense pain I get from my rudimentary horn that my RE claims is not a problem yet leaves me near death each month. Only this time I could feel the pain in the exact location that my right sided UU is located. I have been trying to avoid taking medications (although why I have no idea since I know this whole cycle was a waste) but couldn't help but take a Tylenol last night so I could sleep.