Cycle 4, 7 dpIUI

Same shit, different day. Figured I would blog about it though so I can quit privately obsessing and publicly obsess as well. Still have those sore nipples. I keep making the mistake of thinking, hmm... wonder if they are still sore. Then I give them a little pinch and WOWZERS, yep still sore. Been insanely bloated all day. Was merely mildly bloated yesterday. My back isn't really sore at this point. I think that could be a good sign because I think usually about a week before AF shows up is when my back typically gets sore.

On any given cycle, I usually feel a bit crampy and bloated for a day or two about a week before AF shows up. Then it disappears for a few days and either shows up a day or two before AF or on day 1 of AF. For a couple hours this afternoon I was feeling really awful, like a pretty gnarly first day of AF which is my worst feeling day of the month.

I go from thinking there is no way that I am pregnant this month, which is usually when I am feeling pretty much normal, to feeling like I just have to be pregnant this month. Mostly I keep thinking I better be pregnant this month because if I am feeling like such complete crap for no reason, I'm going to be pretty pissed off.

I have reached the point that I just want to know. Yes or no. Don't really care too much one way or the other. Just want to know.