Cycle 4, 9 dpIUI

Just trying to remember that next week at this time I will definitely know for sure what is going on with my body. Yeah yeah, I could be one of those people that starts testing daily, but I'm not. For one thing, pregnancy test are expensive. There are cheap ones but no one around here sells them and I don't think I would have the time to order any cheap ones anyway. Plus, I just can't bring myself to get all excited to see two lines and then not. Last time I was pregnant I took a pregnancy test at 14 dpIUI and only saw one line. AF is due to show up next Tuesday, but sometimes I am a day early so maybe even Monday. Actually, Monday is probably more likely. My RE said that I can come in on Wednesday for bloodwork. I would have to call on Tuesday to make the appointment for Wednesday though. I know if I call Tuesday before I am officially late, I would jinx it and AF would show up right after I got off the phone. So I am waiting until Wednesday to call when I would be officially late. If I am late at all.

I am highly emotional today. Sitting here watching a guy and his dog on tv and bawling my eyes out. I have a thing for dogs as it is, but this is just crazy. A few minutes ago I was crying over people getting new furniture on tv. Maybe it is all these hormones I am on. Maybe it is ones that my body is producing. Maybe...

Finally felt a little bloated last night after I posted so I was excited about that. Feeling mildly bloated today. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Is it just me or is time moving more slowly than normal lately?