Cycle 2, CD 9

Day two of increasing my gonal-f dosage to 150. Apart from the bloat I felt on day 4, I've been fine. I just started feeling a bit bloated this evening. I go in tomorrow for another u/s and more blood work. My poor bruised veins.

I saw my friend J today and her little foster baby was there too. DS2 was totally loving on him, playing with him, and even got to hold him. So sweet. Another friend who was there jokingly said to me that she thinks DS2 could use a baby sister. That makes three people this week who have said something about me and a third child. So God, if you are listening, I'm not the only one thinking this should work out.

On another note, was talking with B today about heading out of town for a concert this summer. I feel like it is impossible to plan anything. There is a possibility I could be pregnant, but I spent a whole year back when we were TTC putting my life on hold for the possibility that I might be pregnant and never was. If I am pregnant, I could have a totally normal pregnancy and going out of town for a concert might not be a big deal. Or I could have a pregnancy where everything goes wrong and I am not allowed to leave my couch, let alone stand in the hot sun all day followed by dancing all night. (There is actually so much strangeness involved with this going out of town for a concert thing, but the rest of it has nothing to do with my fertility so not writing it here.)