A Step Closer

I am pretty confident that I finally ovulated. I keep track on Fertility Friend (FF) although my temps are erratic enough that FF still claims I haven't ovulated. I've been doing this long enough to know that FF doesn't always pick up these things. Today is day 28 of my cycle and I either ovulated on day 24 or 25. I called my pharmacy and my trigger shot should be delivered this week some time. That is the only medication I need for this cycle since I still have left over Gonal-F and progesterone. The cycle is all paid in advance so the only money we have to put out this cycle is for the parking (and gas) each time I got to get monitored and the $20 co-pay on the trigger shot. That is one great big positive. Not sure how I feel emotionally about heading into this again. A couple days ago when I realized I ovulated I had this "Oh shit" feeling, like I had really wanted to get things moving forward but then when they were, oh shit. Right now I feel nothing. Maybe that is only because I just woke up and my brain isn't really functioning fully yet.

I still have a little end of my stitches sticking out of my side where my largest incision was. Also still have two little pieces of stitches in my belly button. The belly button ones can go any time now. My belly button is crusty and sometimes seeps a clearish liquid and is just annoying and slightly gross. Physically I feel great though. Ever so slightly tender still by where my big incision was which is made worse by the fact that my two kids and large dog find a way to step on me and kick me there multiple times a day.